My cloud

White cloud passed in front of my window

Looked at it

Felt strangely happily

Even my heart beats

I never felt that before

My cloud

through you I saw my dreams my hopes 

And everything I want

I want to fly above the clouds

Spread my wings and come to you

But do not know how to fly?

Will the fate give me chance? 

Or opportunity to learn?

What should I do?

Should I go to it?

Or let it go?

 My cloud 

I'm scared because am not running away anymore

And started looking for you

I'm scared because can't feel the pain in my heart

 My mind and my heart became one

My cloud

whether I do it or not 

the way to you will be there 

and the time will pass

 no matter what I  try to stop it 

My cloud 

I have no idea what's there?

 I don’t what to do?

Or what will happen?

Only thing I know

Even its windy thunder

  Or it's there a heavy drop rain

I will find a way to reach you

My cloud

 If the tears dried from the eyes

Or the water dried from the valleys

If the trees withered and colors change

There are always roads

My cloud

The body can't live without soul

Human always need mind to think

Heart can't pulse without hope

I know

Everything so confusing

My cloud 

You are the shelter for me when I am alone

 Candle that illuminates my way

 The way to happiness

Soothes who heals my wounds

A reason for my strength

 

My cloud

Ready for facing my destiny

And For new steps

Ready for everything

Written by: lidyarosee

Do you know bitterness of that ?

Say your name everyday and you wasn't answer
Do you know bitterness of that ?
why you are not appear?
Why made ​​me wait?
If you decide not to return
Why you never tell me ?
now
I just hear echo of my voice
looking around I saw void and pain
 Do you know bitterness of that ?
You said if I cry you will wipe my tears
 and when I'm scared you will hug me until I Calm down
You said there are no need for someone else near to me because  you are  there
I  only hear  voice of my crying
I only see disappointment
It's fair to give promise you can't keep
It's fair enough to let me wait when you are not coming
You have left without looking back Do you know the bitterness of pain?
My heart is no longer bear
I love you word I regretted the most 
I hope I can change the past but
 now will not  benefit reproach and remorse
I am in front of the grave carved my name
I've buried my soul
Because you are my soul
 Do you know bitterness of that ?
I don’t think so 

 Not waiting anymore Sayōnara


Written by: lidyarosee

Believe in me

Believe in me  when i say there are words I can not express them
 Lived deep down in my heart ,nesting in an internal and possessed my senses

Believe me
There are reasons I can not explain it
There are questions I can not answer them
There are pain I can't heal it.
There are  road we can not return to it
There memories  we can not erase from our mind 

 

Sorry for your sadness
Sorry for your pain
sorry for your wounds
sorry for breaking your heart
 
Believe in me
I love you now
I loved you in the past
And I will love you to the end ...

Written by : Lidya Rosee

Disappear

Something happened I never see that come 

I never thought in all my life we will be think about separation.

You want to tell me we will never sing our song together.

I want to disappear

I did not sleep the nights I kept thinking.. We will really say goodbye?

And then what...

I did not imagine that you will never be by my side,

I did not see that 

we will not be around each other again  

I want to disappear

I cannot Visualization we will become a memory

I have a lot of question in my soul need an answer

Separate.. Why!?

Do the family separate

I did not even think about something other than you

That there is no meaning of life without you around me 

Is after all that I told you determined to leave

I apologize if I make mistakes

I did not think that my life will be transformed into storm

It's painful my heart..It's really painful  

I know one thing now

The pain, the feeling I have now

And all the moment good and bad

Is distract attention from the fact that I have to be strong to live 

And scream in loud voice

There are always obstacles and behind all of it " happiness"

I will find it and protect it

And say for the painful memory

You are the new beginning for a beautiful life

Even after parting from the people we love and they love us

Entire life is still beautiful

Write between the lines of life and be hope for other people.

The storm will subside and a new dawn will start

We will begin titled "entire life is mine"

And every beginning has end …

Written by: lidyarosee

Just start and say

Do not think about it

So much my heart

It's will become remembrance with the passage of days

This pain which owned us now

Will disappear and become memory…

Just start and say

I can be what I want

I can see it very clearly

I can look among the clouds

Hope always was buried inside me

And I wasn't know

Believe in god believe in your abilities

Every person  can become something  in this life

All of us can succeed and became what we want

Whatever is the Situation?

Even nature has four seasons this is the law of life

Why life never stops at any season and continues

Coz it's the nature thing

Just start and say

I can draw my life

I will make it bright

Coz my hope in God and myself is huge

It's just a shadow

I am the only one who can change my life

Can you hear me my heart?

  

Just start and say  

I will open the close door

The entire life keys in my hand.

I can fly over this Ocean wide...

I can see through the shadows

Do it my heart Spread your wings now

You are a bird who is preparing to fly 

far horizon…

For a new world

You can do it now…

Written by: lidyarosee

Even when you told me

Sorry for not looking at you

When you call me

Sorry for hurting you

When you try to reach me

  

It's not mean coz of you

The wound in my past 

 Never let me see

Even when you told me i love you

 I couldn't holding you

I was afraid to get hurt again

It's my heart 

Can you treasure it?

Are you really there for me?

 Coz girl I really love you 

Written by : lidya rose

My shine star